I hope today finds you all very well! It's been a crazy emotional and stressful few weeks... but i am starting to do a lot better! I have had an amazing support group and a wonderful family that all continue to pour love into me. I am blessed beyond when i deserve. I try to continuously tell myself today is only one day.. God has happy wonderful and life changing days ahead i just have to keep at it. The devil worked his way into my thoughts and into my head and at a certain point i just stopped trying to fight it and believed everything he was feeding me. DON'T seclude yourself and tell yourself you don't deserve things that make you happy. I am a beautiful and wonderfully made child of my father and creator in Heaven. I am precious in his eyes and the is all that matters. I am here to be a light not to talk and focus on the hard times. I enjoy laughing and smiling and having a great time with those i love ad care a lot about. I am about to head to work but before i do i wanna say something about that.
I have been struggling with lots of things including not having enough hours at the preschool, but not wanting to quit bc i want the experience and think it would be good for me for when i am ready to head out and start working a grown up job after graduation to be a real preschool teacher and not just an aid. yesterday i was asked to work 6 hrs every weekday bc someone was quiting, i was working only 2 1/2 ! this was a huge blessing, but I had given this struggle to Christ and asked friends to pray for my working situation. And BAM, there it is God came through, like he always does! so let this be a little encouragement maybe about your issues or struggles. God is waiting for us to give our struggles and problems to him. ... don't stress yourself out more then you need too, or keep him waiting for nothing <3
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